Hmm yea today I just put some black nail polish on...that was about the highlight of my day! And I got some pad samples in the mail lol. Some new ones or something theyve made. Not that I actually need them... but yea..maybe one day... lol.
Hmm... Man i'm seriously thinking I should go back to Aussie....but nooo I cant afford and plus I have the bridesmaid thing.. Well maybe i'll just move out of Auckland..oh no I forgot...it would be exactly the same as moving to aussie (i wouldnt be able to afford) except I would still be here for the bridesmaid business. One day i'm just gonna go stuff everyone else and just do what i want without thinking of other people.. I have people telling me this all the time but theres always someone i want to be around for... and i'm not just talking about the obvious. I feel I should be close to my family, friends and everything....I mean i really want to be but I wanna be somewhere better than where i am now. But then again I suppose i'm never greatly happy where I am at the time. And then after I leave that place, I want to be there again and miss it heaps. Except for Auckland. Its never had that effect on me. But Gizzy, Darwin...
Gold coast is another exception...I loved it there.
I wonder how many times i've complained about auckland in this whole journal. Lol. God one day I'll probably be looking back thinking how can i say these things? I love Auckland!
But I doubt that will happen!
Sigh. I love life but I hate all the decisions i have to make and i always end up regretting things!
Ok happy thoughts now!!
I was gonna say something but I thought i'd better not so i'll just say the original thing i was gonna say..
Steves back tomorrow!
Hope he has some spare yummy stuff left over from his rat. packs... mmm chocolate with clinkers.....

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